秋的日曜

一个人在
陽光下，
心幽幽地擺渡款款思念
而沉默的秋天早已放逐寂寞
任蜷在日記裡的那篇無聲對白
搖搖欲墜～
我
一個人浪流在夏暮的眷戀
一個人輕輕徘徊在回憶的岔點
一個人孤獨地繫上十月閑情，
在山那一邊～
翻開泛黃的扉頁
傳說是最初凝望中的告別
我在秋天的左岸為一個人的旅程
寫下了不悔的歲月～

This will be my theme in tomorrow...
I'm looking forward to it...

Just for fun!

Today, most of my time is just staying in the room
Doing my assignment
It is still in the progressing
Deadline coming soon
Bored of doing it
Suddenly have the thought of painting my nails
After had a short chat with my friend
He ask me just post it on the blog
He might thought that I won't have the courage to do it...
So, today Im here wanna tell u:
Please dont under estimate on me!

A Thai

After having a long chat with him
Till now, I have a better understanding on him...
expecially regarding to his family background,
A person in Thailand
In his 27 years old,
Having a pair of sharp eyes, dull complexion(but not in all the times)
When he was dark (like a pure thai)
Otherwise, he will looks like a mixed blood
Undeniably, he is quite handsome
Had a tough life in his last pass 27 years
His dad was passed away when he was 2 years old
Her mum left him alone when he was in his 18
Follwed by his elder brother
What a pity guy!
Lived in such a poor condition
Unfortunate affairs keep happening on him
But still keep struggling for existence...
Luckily, he never gave up and tried to manage on in such a poor condition...
Playing music is his interest when he was young
His musical training began at the age of six when he began taking drum lessons from a local percussion instructor.
Till today, it leads him to a successful life and a bright future
What a successful guy!
Going to other countries:
China, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Malaysia, USA, etc
Giving lecture and practice to the students
Participating in international competition
And won a number of awards in the International Competition...
The most worthy to mention here is:
He is the Marching Band Instructor in AMC
The secondary school of mine
I was amazed when he told me about this...
Now, he is the executive dirctor of the Thai Marching Band,
Marching Band Intructor in some of the school, bla,bla,bla...
At the same time, he also works as the website designer,graphic designer
video& movie editor and movie event organizer...
That's what i know from him...

"I will be there to support you
Wish you all the best
Gambateh..."

最后的一天

今天是我在SM做最后一天
没有什么感想
有好也有不好的
如果要我二择一 ，我会选择留在那儿是不好的
不知不觉也在那儿逗留了两年
一天12小时
坐坐站站
都不知做么
到最后不知道为了的又是什么
当初临时对他讲辞职，
心里面是有些内疚的
但是现在回想起来
我是不需要内疚的
太傻了..
可能我是金牛女的关系
所以我是不喜欢被人责怪的
这并不代表我不接受别人的批评，不认错。。。
第一次被他责备的说我不对
我承认这真的是我错，说走就走。。。我认错。。。
第二次他再责备我的不对 我当她是在发泄
我体谅她，也不介怀。。。
直到今时今日
他还是跟我说回同一番的话
我真的很生气！
我不出声
并不代表我认同你的说法
我不出声
也不代表我认同我的错
但是到最后
我还是选择不出声。。。
反正就是最后的一天
无所谓啦。。。
他今晚和我说的话题
我都在敷衍的答他：
是吗？？是吗？？
因为真的不开心
无人能明白我的感受
但是在这里做工也“衰无晒”geh。。。
起码当我闷的时候
有人会过来和我 “吹吹水”。。。
放工还有顺风车。。。
认识到的朋友不少但也不算多
高矮肥瘦都有
是值得留念的
如果时光可以倒流的话。。。
我一定不会返去。。。

My favourite...

Today I have just received a special box of chocolate from my friend...

It looks nice and delicious...

And I like it much...

Just maybe its packaging is in the pink colour,

Wraped with a rebon in brown colour,

It sweet,

And it attracts me a lot...

It is totally different from what I have received before...

what will be the next upcoming???

Im looking forward to it...

Uncertainty...

I have just finished my exam in the last few days,
and it is not as tough as i thought...
hope I will pass with a flying colour too...

Recently im not feeling well, totally no appetite to everything...
even a big cheese cake placed in front of me...
hope i could get well ASAP...

Today is my elder sister 25th birthday....
Since all the family members were at home yesterday,
so we planned to celebrate for her one day early...
and i have bought a dress in black colour as her birthday's gift,
hope she will like it...

I'm keep having hesitation in these few days,
Why he appears to my life in so sudden?
Why he keep smsing me in the day,
at the night and even in dawn?
or is it merely his character just like to bother others?
Sometimes I will take it as a nightmare to me....
Because I would easily got annoyed and angry by the disturbance when i asleep....
and it will make me not in a good mood in the following day
if i do not have enough rest at the night....
Why, why, and why??? There are a lot of uncertainties...
Actually Im not so good in expressing myself,
and sometimes it would bring a lot of misunderstanding to people...
expecially those are around me...
He is right, it is my weakness...
Undeniably, he is nice, easy- going, a loyal friend, good listener,
and there is no stress being together with him...
It is my honour to have such friend...
but I hope our friendship will last forever...